[Dying is now starting to color all of his thoughts. It's so final. A whole mess of nothingness waiting for him. He never grew up with any promise of a heaven or an eternity. Shoving off into the unknown with a life half realized and all the other things he wanted to do is just something Roman's never had the time or moment to consider. These few seconds of it in his thoughts are terrifying.
Peter's here. Peter and the trailer, the way that he feels himself getting hard, the weight of the other boy on him. All the words coming out.]
Beat me off. I'll do it to you.
[Full out fucking could be the literal death of him. Would he be willing to take that risk? Or rather, would Peter life out the rest of his life knowing that is what killed his friend? It doesn't seem fair like everything else. Especially just how yielding Peter's mouth is. Roman's long fingers dip into Peter's jeans from the front.]
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Date: 2014-08-23 05:12 am (UTC)Peter's here. Peter and the trailer, the way that he feels himself getting hard, the weight of the other boy on him. All the words coming out.]
Beat me off. I'll do it to you.
[Full out fucking could be the literal death of him. Would he be willing to take that risk? Or rather, would Peter life out the rest of his life knowing that is what killed his friend? It doesn't seem fair like everything else. Especially just how yielding Peter's mouth is. Roman's long fingers dip into Peter's jeans from the front.]