[It might be easy to write it off as just a dumb gesture for a dying man, but there's an intensity to his blue eyes that say that it's more than that. It's like a moment where things are almost normal, and it's not about whether Roman's changing or not, but just that question. Peter honestly wants to know. He knows what it's like to have things pushed too fast, too far, and not that he believes that would ever happen with Roman, but he needs to know. Words- those that say what they mean- are hard for the both of them.
His fingers tugging at buttons, as much to help him cool off, maybe apologize for the proximity. But he can feel the sweat on his skin, and the layers certainly aren't helping. But he's not entirely altruistic, and there's that simmering desire he's not entirely ignoring that wants bare skin. He kisses him as if that's enough to contain the feelings so long ignored.]
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[It might be easy to write it off as just a dumb gesture for a dying man, but there's an intensity to his blue eyes that say that it's more than that. It's like a moment where things are almost normal, and it's not about whether Roman's changing or not, but just that question. Peter honestly wants to know. He knows what it's like to have things pushed too fast, too far, and not that he believes that would ever happen with Roman, but he needs to know. Words- those that say what they mean- are hard for the both of them.
His fingers tugging at buttons, as much to help him cool off, maybe apologize for the proximity. But he can feel the sweat on his skin, and the layers certainly aren't helping. But he's not entirely altruistic, and there's that simmering desire he's not entirely ignoring that wants bare skin. He kisses him as if that's enough to contain the feelings so long ignored.]